AHHHHH!!!!!!!!!! can;t do it!!!
i'm hungry so much my stonach growls all the time and i have this stupid craving for food right now..
i haven't eat for 43 hours but im hungry i think i'm going to break this fast i'm too weak for it..
why can't i be just like the other girls? why can't i eat as much as i want? why do i feel this stupid feeling of guilt after every stupid this i put in my damn mouth???
i wanna be normal! i want to eat with no blame! i want to feel good about my body! :( 

Didn't eat today. drank water chew gums.

12:00am-6:00am sleep
6:20:am-4:00pm work
4:00pm-7:30 hang out with friends
7:30 pm- 8:00pm home
8:30-11:45- babysit 

my stomach growls badly but i don't give a damn! gotta be skinny again!
my mom made some of my favorite food but i didn't eat! i was so strong! for a minute i told to myself "okay only one lil bite.. it won't do any harm" but then i stopped myself and i'm proud of it (:


Stay strong starve on!

so i succeed my last 66 hours fast but after dating my sweet boy i've binged for like a week!

so this week im about to eat nothin +laxative  
only water!!!! can't wait to feel the starvation feeling! to feel my stomach empty! to hear it growls! to feel the craving for food !!

i'm gonna be strong, ana left me for few days but now she's back and im not going give up on her!!

LET THE STARVATION BEGIN!

 

 So i'm on my fast.. haven't eat for 24hours. i'm feeling a lil bit hungry but theres nothin i can do about it.
today was pretty easy.


6:20am :-5:00pm = work
5:00pm- 7:30pm = sleep
7:30pm - 8:00pm =computer
8:00pm- 8:45pm= bath
8:45pm - 11:00pm = movie

no time for food i guess :)
ugh my mom made my favorite food but i didn't eat it! damn i'm strong!